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[Alexandr Korol]

those 15% that they do, out of what the Spirit gives them, only because it somehow
coincided with their human interests and ego, whereas 85% of the time they don’t
at all do what the Spirit highlights and hints for them. And then the Spirit says
that with me it’s the other way around. I carry out 85% of everything he shows me,
highlights and tells me. Since the Spirit has various means of communication,
not only the voice. But 15% I ignore. And he gives me such an example: the Spirit
could tell me, let’s suppose, to drink a portion of whisky, and I could disobey,
because there is still humanness and mind in me, and those false associations
imposed on people that alcohol is bad. And since it’s harmful, and I, let’s suppose,
have some kind of fatigue or my stomach is churning, and at that moment the
Spirit can tell me to drink whisky, and I can’t listen, because with my mind I
reckoned that it isn’t good. And the Spirit hints that there is no such rule here at
all — good or bad, when the Spirit communicates with me, that this is a mistake
I’m making. That if I do after all want to let the whole will of God into myself,
then I must do one hundred percent out of a hundred of everything the Spirit
tells me, even if by the mind, by human logic, it will be somehow contradictory.
And he said that I sometimes can disobey like this about 15% of the time. That
is, he’ll tell me: “Go and sleep,” and I’ll still decide that I need to work some
more, because I consider that it’s a good thing, after all — to labour always. But
in that case, when the Spirit does say that one needs to rest, one must rest, and
not play the hero and show that I’m a good lad, that I labour to the point of losing
consciousness. That is, the Spirit knows when it needs to be stop. This is what the
Spirit showed me when I was communicating with the voice. Then I asked him
what he wants from me, so that our interactions with him would be even better.
And he says that when I stay for a long time, let’s say, in this Spirit, engaged in
creative work, working on the book, afterwards I arrange for myself a certain
grounding of sorts, I descend back down, I return to the low vibrations of people,
into the world of people, I might message someone, get on a call, allow myself to
eat some kind of food, to stuff myself, let’s say, with pizza, to go on social media.
And he says that earlier all of this was, as it were, permissible and necessary for
rest and dynamics. But now it’s time to pack this in. And that I always need to,
that is, I now need to strive for it that I would always be this Spirit, always be at
this high vibration, that I would always be switched on and that the Spirit would
be switched on in me. And he said that he wants this. I said: “Okay.”