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[Alexandr Korol]

doing it, but they’re not believers at all. Faith is a state of mind. And when you’re in the alternative history book and you talk to me about it, yes, it’s like you see everything, you feel everything and you believe. But still there’s a percentage of something in you that happens and grows when suddenly we don’t talk for a long time or you don’t meditate and go out into society. You have that percentage growing. And it’s a dark percentage and that percentage is ego. You have selfishness in you.

And I tell him what it looks like.

– It’s like you’ve got a fishing hook on something. And you’re coming to me and the line is pulling you. And you’re coming to me as you listen to this story and you’re reaching for the light. But if I get distracted by a phone call or a person and I turn my back on you for a second, you’re going to be pulled back to hell by this fishing line with a hook. And you’re hooked and you can’t get out. I can feel it.

And I explained to him what it was. And I described it to him as I had seen it in other people, in examples.

– It’s like, no matter where you are, no matter who you’re with, no matter what you’re doing, all you’re thinking about is that you’re not happy with yourself. And that’s a sin. And selfishness. A man of faith can’t be dissatisfied with himself. It’s as if you’re dissatisfied with yourself, and if you’re left alone, you don’t go into spirituality, but you start to close yourself off even more and think about the fact that you don’t have a personal life, or you immediately start to want it. Immediately you start thinking about what you should become or what you should be and that you are not great but you would like to be. And you start thinking about money and jobs and ego and relationships. You know, all the fun stuff, as they say.

So it is a sin! Because a person who is a believer, if he has really realised that there is a nature, there is a system, he doesn’t want those needs for himself. That’s the point. Yes, such a person can invent medicine or even make tables out