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[Alexandr Korol]

Or maybe there are three Gods, and the next one, the main one, is the fourth. I don’t fully understand yet whether there are two Gods at a lower level, and the next one is the most powerful, or if there are three at a lower level, and the fourth is the main one. But the essence is that I started feeling this difference in steps. On the last step is this main God – the one I allowed in on the 10th and became. But it seems like there are also two or three Gods a step below this one. They’re like choosing a side of a square or a side of a cube. They are tied to specific worlds, and I began to see it like this: there are, figuratively speaking, these two or three worlds. And if I enter one world, I become one God. If I enter another world, I become a different God. And if I step out of these worlds, I become the main God. That’s what I’m starting to see, but I don’t yet have an exact number – three worlds or four. It’s still unclear. Right now, I’m sensing it like this: there are, figuratively speaking, three Gods, all equal but different, like the cardinal directions. As if there are three Gods: one is responsible, say, for the material world, another for the spiritual world and being good, and the third, perhaps, for society, for sins, or for justice, to punish those who deserve it. Then there’s the material world, good and kind, and the spiritual world, good and kind. It’s as if there are three such Gods. And when I enter the first world, I become one God; when I enter the second, I become the second God; and when I enter the third, I become the third God. But then there seems to be a fourth God – that’s when you step out of these three worlds and become an observer from the outside. That’s what I’m feeling right now. But, as you know, I’m still figuring out the codes, finding ways to present them to people. And what’s next? Then I remember that in Hinduism, there’s the concept of a trinity, of three Gods, each responsible for something: one creates the world, one preserves it, and one destroys it. And I think, “Exactly, that’s what they are.” But what’s most interesting to me is that this now feels like a primitive level when you’re magical but descending to people. The highest level is what I started feeling on the 10th. It’s when you’re not tied to any of these missions, but you go beyond them, when you rise above these three. And when you rise above the three, it’s like a fourth dimension, where you’re incredibly magical, a blissful observer. And when you descend to people, you choose one of these three manifestations of yourself. You become one of these three deities, depending on which angle you appear from in society. But here’s something else curious. Why did I end up deciding to write this down today, even though I hadn’t planned on analyzing or documenting it at all? In the end, I decided to, because when I sat down to work