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[Alexandr Korol]

pictures. I am shown that there is a version of me, depicted like a dream: there is me, a space, a street, and here I am, for example, closed like people. It shows me that my attention or internal feeling is very human. As if I feel the body and people, and the air around, and sounds, and everything. Then it shows another version of me, and as if the volume of sensations – sounds, smells, everything – has been reduced, as if you are in some kind of vacuum, like in space. Although you are still on the same street. It shows me this state. It shows that I am... For some reason, I remember this moment when I take a small leaf or some small thing in my mouth, eating very little, as if this is enough for a day. And this is shown to me as the future version of myself, that I am not like this yet, and if I eat this way, I will get sick. But it shows me that I am eating only a little leaf and that I am light. And everything is like a vacuum.
Then it shows me and emphasizes that there are three worlds, and these three worlds are in the body, and that all blockages in the body are connected and reflected in the world in which we live. It shows that I have an upper part, a middle part, and a lower part of the body. These are the three worlds. It shows me that the upper world is blocked for me. And at that time, I was asking the main God to help me with this, to unblock my neck and shoulders. And it starts to do this and shows how to achieve it. And then it shows me images, and I am conveying the impressions of these sensations in words, describing what this consciousness or intelligence means. The main God shows me that to become like this, to unblock the first world, or rather my upper world, I need to stop controlling everything. That I should no longer worry about my friends, my relatives. And shows me the future. That in the future, when everything is unblocked, I will indeed have no control or worries. For example, every person can worry about their dog being left at home or about their relative traveling somewhere, whether they arrived safely. And these worries are so numerous for me, not about myself but about other people. This is why everything is blocked at the top for me. And this system or God, whatever you call it, shows me that if I let go of control, the system itself will take care of everything. And this is like the next stage of faith, that my faith is lacking. And when I start to believe even more, when I become blissful, like in a vacuum, where it feels as if I do not feel the body and everything is like behind glass, that is when I will completely trust the system. And that I do not trust it. And when I trust the system, it will take care of everyone and control everyone. Those I currently care about and worry about. That is, it will do it by itself. And also about myself, that I can