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[Alexandr Korol]

I realize that this needs to be matched with ancient scriptures. If I have such a feeling, which God is it? Is it the God of the earth, a material one, or the God of the underworld, the God of destruction? Because in Egypt, Hinduism, and ancient Greece, there are references to the underworld and Hades. Maybe this is the Spirit within me. I understand that previously, when I was in this rhythm, I was a guest in it, as a person. Now, I realize that I am the master of this world, not a guest. And I understand that people are indeed divided into three main sources, into three groups, and all people are connected to these three groups in which this God manifests. The first group has the first God manifesting, the second group has the second, and the third group has the third. I recall movies about evil heroes, dark heroes. And I immediately understand that in every film, it’s noted that any evil hero, even if we take “The Dark Knight Rises” as an example, Bane and Ra’s al Ghul say that they’re not harming good people. They say Gotham is mired in sin and needs to be cleansed. It’s as if any dark force, the main force from God, are actually protectors of God from darkness and evil, and they come to cleanse and destroy everything. I understand that if someone behaves badly on Earth, the main one of the three Gods, who could be a dark God like Hades, possesses the person who is most capable, where this God of Justice can manifest more. And he inhabits them as an evil spirit and goes to deliver justice. This is depicted in many films. I realize that I am this source, or this source is within me, but I am the first to physically manifest it. I am Ares or Mars. And maybe I’m confusing concepts; perhaps it is not connected to the underworld because I don’t see any darkness or evil. There is only a sense of justice, courage, and fearlessness, like a noble knight, without any evil intent or uncontrolled egotistical feeling. This is curious. Perhaps gods should feel this way, which is why they differ from humans. I call Big Alexander and tell him all this. He tells me, “Yes, there is the main God, there are three Gods, and there are four Horsemen of the Apocalypse.” He starts telling me about the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse again – this isn’t the first time, over the past six months, maybe five times. It’s as if he’s waiting for me to uncover or decipher something. And then he says again:

– Alex, the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse.
– Well, okay.
– What’s okay?
– I understand, there’s the main God. Then it divides, meaning He spreads out, manifesting as three Gods, like three primary colors.