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[Alexandr Korol]

Chapter 11. Victim Living in Hell

Now it’s July 21, 2024. What do I want to share? I met with a friend. I told him that I was feeling strangely, as if I were in some darkness, in a sort of bad multiverse frequency. We began discussing this in detail, and he said he was feeling the same way. We started recalling when this started and what caused it. I told him, ‘Well, when I previously felt the frequency of Justice, when you feel fearless and everyone fears you as if you are a judge, a force that administers justice – when you feel this, it’s great. You’re not afraid of anything, you feel all- powerful.’ I understood that this is probably one of the main Gods of the dark world. Because many movies show that dark forces come for the wicked people and punish them when they behave badly.
But here I realized that for several days I had been in darkness, not as a boss and judge, but as someone who has committed a wrong. I feel fear, insecurity, depression, anxiety, as if something bad is about to happen. I start describing this to my friend and tell him:

– You know what’s interesting from observations? That the perception of light always changes depending on the angle. Angles change – the frequencies, the multiverses change. And when you’re in this darkness, it feels like the light isn’t coming from above, but from below. It feels like a dark cloud is pressing down on you from above, as if it’s very dark.

Although, naturally, I am in the same apartment with the same lighting, the perception of this lighting feels as if the darkness is above you, and the light is only reflecting from the floor, meaning you perceive it only from below. And when you listen to music, it feels flat, not immersive, and doesn’t capture your attention. No matter what music you play, it all feels superficial and empty. Also, it feels as if the music is coming from below. And the state is such that it feels like your hands are down, like you’re depressed. Naturally, I didn’t want to share this information in any case. I followed all the rules to avoid causing problems. What I mean is, I used to always advise readers in my old books that ‘If you come into contact with darkness, try not to fixate on it, otherwise, you will get stuck in it. If you are in darkness, if you start to realize it and do what seems good and right to you, you only dig yourself deeper into it. It’s better not to take photos in this state, not to write anything, or make any decisions at all.’