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[Alexandr Korol]

I’ve encountered it a little, but it was something I had been kept away from all my life. I remember that I often wrote in my early books and diaries about how I felt happiness when alone, that it was an incredible happiness for me. Or when I played some music or watched love films, I felt a tremendous warmth and love in my chest. But I recall readers telling me that when they are alone, dark thoughts invade their minds, they feel bad, and they don’t want to live. I thought it was strange, why is that? After all, if a person is alone with themselves, they are alone with their heart, or rather, with the light. For me, on the contrary, light would enter me even more when I wasn’t distracted by social and material things. But it turns out that people from this mirrored world, from the dark world where there is no light, when they stopped being engrossed in their daily life and activities, they were alone not with their heart and light, as I was, but alone with darkness. That’s how it turns out. I wrote about myself; how could I have known that there were dark people? All my books were always addressed to light people, not dark ones. And it turns out that there is specifically one of the three worlds that is dark, where a huge number of people live. And there, when they are alone with themselves, they feel darkness. So, the conclusion is that being alone with yourself when you’re in this dark world is dangerous if you are such a person in this dark world. Because then it will only further amplify the dark thoughts within you.
It’s as if I connect more with God, with the Spirit, when I am alone. But a person from the dark world connects more with the devil when they are alone. They are bombarded with dirty, dark, and frightening thoughts, thoughts of harming themselves or others. Therefore, if you are in this darkness, you should not be alone to avoid amplifying this dark spirit within you. You need to keep yourself distracted. Distract yourself with everything light, with everything good. And keep yourself distracted by activities, people, and friends. The same goes for movies and music: when I played love songs or movies and experienced sincere emotions, it brought me happiness and warmth. But many people told me that they felt nauseous, as if their soul was being torn apart. This is because they feel emptiness inside and, in contrast, experience an even greater sense of pain as if their heart was being ripped out. Therefore, such people don’t like this kind of music or films because it intensifies their suffering. I genuinely feel sorry for these people because it’s like being in a prison, a dungeon. Although you live on planet Earth like everyone else, you are connected to a dark “Wi-Fi”, and you end up in the realm of darkness. I remember the film “What Dreams May