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[Alexandr Korol]

I don’t live with animal instincts. I don’t have instincts to steal, deceive, or betray. I don’t have such things, and I have no envy; I don’t care about all that – that’s one thing. Next, I don’t feel that I am supposed to die; I mean, I don’t have the fear that death will come after me, as many people with their faults do. I don’t have that. I don’t have the fear that I will get sick or die or be eaten by someone. And those who are in the dark, who have touched the darkness, live with these fears 24 hours a day. They are driven by fear. And I don’t have that. Well, that means I don’t live in darkness. Well, that’s a conclusion you can make. But if suddenly I decide to stop writing the book and go sunbathing on a beach somewhere in a beautiful country, on an island, I would not be surprised if immediately my bank accounts are frozen, or I lose money, or I get sick and can’t get out of bed for two weeks. What is that? A limiter to stop me, to save me, or to prevent me from deviating from the plan I am supposed to follow. That’s the conclusion you can make. But I immediately ask God, the system, “Why is this happening to me?” And it tells me why. And I say, “Okay, understood”, and I stop going where I had planned. And immediately all those restrictions that were stopping me from going where I shouldn’t go disappear because I’ve changed my mind and no longer plan to go there. That’s all. Most of the time, there’s also this moment – but again, all people are different – that most people get clouded when everything is too sweet. When the balance is disrupted, someone might overindulge, spend too much time on vacation, party too much on weekends, or get overly involved with a person. And when this fog hits a person, making them ignore everything and lose their sense of self when they are alone, as an observer looking at everything from the outside, their awareness is lost. Then the system immediately creates trouble to make the person wake up again. But again, it only does this for the chosen people, those who are supposed to be clear-headed and aware in the future. These people were never allowed to be clouded at the end of the 20th century and the beginning of the 21st century. And if they were clouded, the system would still sober them up – these are my readers. Well, I call readers not only those who read books but also those who have not yet read my books. They are potential future readers. That’s how I see it. There are people who live in these mists, in these three worlds, fully immersed in them, never having touched the world of clarity and awareness, that is, the fourth world. Therefore, the system has never done anything to sober them up. But it still does something to regulate things when needed. It still creates some circumstances to stop a person from something. In the world of the heart,