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[Alexandr Korol]

Just so you have an idea of who I am – that’s who I’ve been since childhood: cause and effect, why this happens, what you feel, where this feeling comes from, what it leads to. That’s essentially what I live by, what has always interested me.
Next. So what caught my attention and what needs further study? “Age Periodization and Human Development” – two Wikipedia articles. The point is not to trust them completely, of course, but to calculate these cycles, meaning to figure out the cycles of how long a person lives. Because everything is cycles within cycles, and everywhere it’s a matrix. Well, that’s good. So, a child is born – this is a certain stage. And the most interesting thing is that these stages, in their spiritual essence, should correspond to the zodiac signs, or more precisely, to the elements – they should align. Figuratively speaking, if we have morning, day, evening, and night, if we have spring, winter, summer, and autumn, then a person must have the same thing. That’s how it is. Do you understand? A person also has this. And so, a child – what is this stage? Especially from what age to what age – what is it at all? Is it morning? Or is it day, or evening, or night, or what? And then there is a matrix within a matrix. Meaning, the same applies on a daily scale, a weekly scale, a monthly scale, a four-year scale, or even a seven-year cycle or something else. That’s the question. So, there’s a child. Well, okay, we can assume that... Let’s put it this way – based on feelings. I trust my feelings. Do I agree that the me who existed before the age of seven was one person, and the one from seven to fourteen was another? Well, for now, let’s roughly divide it into sevens, though that doesn’t mean it’s correct, but it’s an assumption. I clearly remember that from 1997 to 2000, that period – I was already a different “me” than the one before 1997. That is, two different people. Specifically, that person was inside me and then died, let’s put it that way – just disappeared. And a new personality awakened in me from 1997 to 2000. Then from 2000 – maybe from exactly 2000, or maybe until 2006, maybe until 2005 or 2006 – that was a completely different person, a totally different person: again, the old personality disappeared, and a new one appeared. Then from 2006 to 2010 – again, a completely different person. And why is this so hard to trace? Because – look, I was one of the people who “ended” in 2010, but the new one, the one after 2010, was already emerging and forming in 2008. Can you imagine? That’s how these overlapping rings