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[Alexandr Korol]

work, how these transitions happen. I remember it this way. Essentially, my spirituality began in 2008, but it was weakly expressed. And it felt like I was still the old one from 2006, from the moment VKontakte appeared and all that, and I still seemed like that old one even in 2009 and 2010. But on the other hand, that old one completely disappeared in 2010, while the new one – the one who became Alexandr Korol from 2010-2011 – had already been manifesting since 2008. Just slightly, from time to time. So what is this phenomenon? It’s fascinating, how everything works, as if the entire world should reveal itself, how it all functions. And how many such stages do we go through? And again, there are these stages of psychological consciousness, so I need to count them and determine how many we go through, and then everything repeats. And then we can understand how it will all repeat again, but on an adult level. That’s why I noticed that everything seems to repeat itself – because it does. We go through stages 1, 2, 3, 4, and then the next cycle is 1, 2, 3, 4, and then another cycle of 1, 2, 3, 4. That’s how we live. Seriously, spiritually and psychologically, that’s exactly how we live. And then physically as well – it manifests both materially and spiritually. And physically, there are such cycles: first, there is a child who crawls, then a child who walks – that is already another stage of physical development, then a child who starts taking responsibility. A person has phases of responsibility and irresponsibility – when they do not yet bear responsibility, they are still a child. And the moment responsibility develops differs for everyone, but it happens when they start going to school on their own, traveling on their own, orienting themselves over time, when their parents no longer hold their hand. That is, when parents stop replacing the child’s mind with their own and stop guiding them, their own mind starts awakening. When parents stop leading them by the hand, their sense of responsibility awakens. And people begin to experience tension because of this, which they don’t like, but in reality, it is necessary because it is part of development. If it weren’t for my trained mind and this path, I wouldn’t be able to decipher any of this for you. So, we go through these stages: girl-child, girl- adolescent, young woman, middle-aged woman, elderly woman – how many stages are there? And I need to understand how many stages exist for a person, regardless of gender. And beyond that, I also need to understand it within a family. Because a family is not just a family – it has a structure.