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[Alexandr Korol]

even more interested in understanding time, to prove this concept. On March 2, I note something about the world’s imprint. My note from March 2 reads: “Such a light world. A clear, light head. No tension in the body. No society, no social media. The kind of movies I feel like watching are “It Takes Two,” or the movie “Michael” with John Travolta, or “Hook.” Then I start noting when I last felt this way, in what years, in what places — as if I had been born again. Then I record observations about what kind of people exist in this world, where they live, what they look like, what distinguishes them — all these characteristics. This is my note from March 2. And now, we begin the most interesting part.

Now begins the most interesting part. After my vacation ends, after the Christmas and New Year holidays are over, from February 2024 — still within this same year — I start looking at the world and the system in a completely different way and realize that the Mother of God, just like God and the Son of God, are three entirely different worlds, three separate systems. They are like three artificial intelligences or three simulations — three distinct minds. That is how I begin to perceive it. And I start to understand that there are people who are connected to the old system, meaning to the Mother of God, and they have their own set of values, perspectives, attitudes toward others, toward themselves, toward me, toward you. And then there are those who are already connected to a different system, meaning to God, and they have an entirely different value system. It’s as if I see... You know, it’s like Android and iOS — I begin to perceive people as if they are all connected to something. There are people who are still linked to the old system, and there are those who are connected to the new one. Then I start analyzing and asking myself the question: if God originally created this Mother of God, then she must have come from God, which means she is good — so why do we perceive her as bad? Let me explain. Earlier in my books, I didn’t break down the perception of this world so deeply and in such detail. The division was simple: everything from God, meaning from nature, meaning spiritual — was good. Everything from the mind, but not from the heart, soul, and feelings — specifically from the greedy, cunning, envious, cowardly, selfish mind that desires things for itself — everything driven by this was material, societal, part of the material world, and was therefore seen as evil, as bad. That was my initial way of thinking.