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[Alexandr Korol]

let them provoke me, let them think I’m weak or stupid or afraid of something, or whatever else they want to believe. The truth is, I am simply preserving my heart. Because they are already rotting, but I am not. They are the ones who are sick, not me. They are the ones living in darkness, fear, and illusions of negativity, filled with bitterness every single day — I am not. And the more I become kinder, the stronger my meekness grows. Meekness. It’s the right word, isn’t it? Quite a fashionable term. Meekness. As it is written: “A rare flower blooming from the ashes of self-love on the grave of pride.” — John MacArthur. “Meekness is a quality that combines gentleness of character with strength of spirit. Meekness should not be confused with weakness of will.” Do you understand? This is very important. And by mentioning this quality, this characteristic, I am now delivering a knockout to all evil people and all dark forces. You are the ones who are sick, you are the ones suffering, you are the ones unhappy with life — more precisely, you are unhappy with yourselves, not with me, not with good people. You despise yourselves. And your only goal is to drag everyone down to your level — that’s your mission. Every evil person seeks to pull others lower than themselves because only then do they feel comfortable. And you are already so far down, so deep in the pit, that you tremble in rage whenever someone rises above you, when someone is purer than you. Now imagine how it must feel for the dark forces when someone stands above them — not in status, not in popularity, not in wealth, not by any of their dark little games — but with nothing, like me. I have nothing. And yet, right now, I am knocking them all out. Right now. And they feel it. You can’t even imagine what I am doing. Imagine this — I cast the fishing line at the beginning of the third volume, introducing the idea that everything we live in is a system. But do you know how this story should end? We’re still getting there, but do you want a little glimpse of the conclusion? Do you realize that creating a new system is nothing more than shifting people’s perspectives in their minds? That if people were simply shown a different way to perceive what they live by, that alone would be the shift in the matrix — and that’s how it has always happened. Can you grasp this? That’s why, in the beginning, there was the Word. Do you understand? Remember the example I gave earlier about a flute that at first seems like a simple stick, but then someone opens your eyes, and suddenly you realize it’s a flute, and that you can blow air through it? And then, if your eyes are opened