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[Alexandr Korol]

understand that since time is present everywhere, and in general, this entire gradation, and everything we see — any countries, any people, any products, absolutely everything—is all time, physically laid out from the initial stage to some stage that moves toward completion. And I begin to understand that the future system is the blue one, meaning God. The future system, let’s say, is God — I start to grasp it roughly, of course, without taking everything into account right now. But then where is the system of the Son of God? Wait — so far, I’m just starting to understand it in simple terms. I have personally noticed from my own experience that there are times when I am connected to the material, social environment, just to the system, to human life. And I remember it as bright and good when I was little, and this is the system of The Mother of God. But I remember that there, people were good, kind, honest, and somehow everything was bright. But I also encountered some otherworldly things, some anomaly — if it can be called that — simply miracles. And this happened precisely when I stepped out from under the influence of the matrix, the system, meaning The Mother of God, and connected to God, that is, to the blue energy. Because of this, I saw everything differently, this entire world, felt everything differently, felt energy. And when I entered a temple, I felt how my thoughts would disconnect. But I felt some kind of inner voice, felt energy in my body — something different. As if I were entering, notice, some other plane. And that is exactly how it is. In all my rough notebooks over the past 10-15 years, as I wrote them, I was constantly developing the skill of how to express everything I see and feel. And earlier, when I was little, I used to express it this way: that the mind is the society itself, and that one needs to disconnect from it; that if you disconnect the mind, you disconnect from that material world, which I called bad, and enter the world “without the mind,” where you live with your heart. Back then, when I described this, I was talking about how to disconnect from the material world, meaning The Mother of God — which is simply the old system — and connect to a new system, which over time, by nature, I somehow managed to connect to at times. It is the world without the mind, where everything is completely different, as if you are transitioning to another plane. And this is exactly it — if we talk about the simulation, the system — it is as if the density of your body, like grains of sand, changes, but a person can hardly notice it. And there are moments when you are connected through faith, and there are moments when you live by the mind.