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[Alexandr Korol]

and you end up destroying yourself, committing very bad deeds on your own. But when I started reading the beginning of the Bible, there is actually a hidden code of crossing: up-down, left-right, up-down, left-right, up-down, left-right — if you were to draw it, you would see it — and with this, I destroy the entire illusion of darkness, gloom, and hell, and I emerge from under the influence of the underworld. Can you imagine? Amen.

And all the people who have ever been under the influence of dark lower forces will definitely confirm what I am describing. And after this, when I started watching various movies, I deliberately chose horror films that I had never watched in my life before — it all confirmed what I had already stated earlier in the fourth book of “Alternative History”. That people who are truly in hell, everything seems to them. They feel cold, and they hallucinate, but in reality, none of it is actually there. This is shown very well in the movie “End of Days” with Arnold Schwarzenegger and in many other dark films. And I realize that I had entered the underworld, but specifically the deepest hell, the absolute darkness, where a person — I later begin to reveal this in the book from an external perspective — where a person feels like a victim. And it’s as if death is walking right nearby, and you can feel it, and it is terrifying, and I physically experienced this myself. And thanks to the Bible, and thanks to this crossing. Now, every time I go to sleep — although, in reality, Big Alexander would probably laugh and say that I don’t need to do this — but still, every time I go to sleep, I mentally draw a cross on each side of my room, in every direction, before lying down to sleep, as a form of protection. Although, yes, Big Alexander would probably laugh now and say that this is definitely not a threat to me, and that “you can tell this to your readers.” But I still do it. And I did it yesterday before going to sleep. And as it turns out, this is no joke — far from it — and it actually works. Then I realize how I got out of the underworld, how terrifying it was, and that if I had trusted all those false thoughts, if I had trusted my feelings while I was in that underworld, in that hell — trusted those deceptive emotions — and there, the emotions are terrible, the thoughts are horrific, it’s pure devilry — if I had started acting on it, I would never have gotten out of there, I would have become even more trapped. And when I told this to Big Alexander, he said: