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[Alexandr Korol]

“Alternative History” were just training and preparation, and that now the first mission or stage has begun — that what I must do is write this novel, that I must describe from beginning to end the path of how I, an ordinary person, become who I’m meant to be. And how I began to decipher the philosopher’s stone, the matrix, and how I will decode it. I have to show it from A to Z. And as I understand it, the meaning of my life now lies in this. I assumed that the first volume would be enough, but then it turned out there was a second, then a third, and it turned out to be such a long process. On the one hand, it makes sense, because that smart me in the future, that unique, kind of supreme consciousness or higher mind, maybe really is out there in the future and even entered me when I was a child. That’s clear. But that me in the future, the genius — I became him, and right now that becoming is taking place. So it turns out I shouldn’t just be rejoicing or learning or trying to act in a way that the Spirit enters me. From this, I can conclude that I must become that Spirit. I must become that higher mind. I must actually reach the level from which it comes back here. I must grow to that level — that’s probably where I’m heading now. And then I will return back as that same enhanced self into my own past life. Maybe something like that.

Question: In the last part, you realize that you exist in the future, and that this you from the future invented all technologies and can return to the past and influence yourself and not only yourself, and that this closed like an ouroboros ring. And that this you from the future is God for our time. But the fact that from the future you can return to the past — that’s clear. To any past, even a thousand years before your birth. But the world, it turns out, existed even before your appearance — who created it then, or how did that happen? Big Alexander then told you that this has repeated many times. So it turns out that God is only God for a certain period, and before that there was either another one, or things were different?

Good question, which still kind of remains a question, and all of it remains in question. Yes, when I suddenly began to at least find some words to convey what I started to see and realize at the end of “Alternative History,” the first volume, it was when I — what? — deciphered the matrix on a sheet of paper and saw a three-dimensional triangle. And I looked at it and ended up somewhere. And I understood that this triangle is a time machine, that all miracles and everything