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[Alexandr Korol]

when that strange mysticism happened — when there were messengers, all those mysteries of St. Petersburg, the philosopher’s stone, that voice, the higher power — and I marked exactly in what month and year that happened. And I saw that it was as if there were many different versions of me. But then I realized that it wasn’t just about me — that all people are like that, and it’s normal. I started to identify what these versions were, what these worlds were, what it all meant. Are they cycles in nature, or was I myself switching into different versions of me? Was I entering some kind of world and becoming like that, or was it that I became like that and because of it life changed, and my mood shifted as a result? I began working on this. And I simply realized that to connect to this “Alternative History” and for the Spirit to come and for everything to start happening — it wasn’t that someone else decided it, but that I could do it at any moment, because there are causes and effects. And I realized that if I start talking about this now, writing about it, if I begin to unravel it all, if I bring it all out now, it’s like... It really is, again, like the game Jumanji. That is, if I take out the Jumanji game now and roll the dice — everything comes to life, and there’s no way out until you finish playing it. And this book is about that. I brought myself back into the world of “Alternative History,” brought myself back into that Spirit simply by starting to remember everything — when that Spirit would come — and then I connected to it. That’s what I began to do in the first volume of “Alternative History,” and when I had reread about 70%, the Spirit entered me, and the final 30% was the completion of the book. And it was so powerful that this Spirit showed and explained to me who I am, what I am — that I’m me from the future, and that this is what the Spirit is. I didn’t even know before that it was the Spirit. I only found out in 2023 that it was the Spirit. That is, it entered me and began to reveal to me that it is Him.