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But that was during the second volume. The third volume, though — oh... There it’s like everything intensifies to the maximum. The first and second volumes still feel like... The second is really just the conclusion of the first, like a continuation, where I had to quickly tell the rest of what had flowed into me and show the matrix in full. But the third volume — that’s when it all begins: the future, futurology, the structure of the world, everything that had entered into me — I start to unfold all of it. And it seems like I’m doing nothing physical except sitting with paper and pen, deciphering things, sketching, writing. I also watch films — because the system starts giving me information through films. I read Wikipedia, that’s the most I do, under specific topics I’m developing in the book. One thing hurts, then another, then a third. Then it switches again — one thing, another, then something else. I can’t even remember everything. Sometimes all the bones in my body ache, sometimes all the muscles hurt. Sometimes I can’t do anything — my head just buzzes and I fall asleep at two in the afternoon. And it’s also so strange — something can start hurting so badly that you actually think it’s time to call an ambulance, seriously, or go to the doctor because you feel like you’re about to die. But then three days pass, let’s say, and it’s all gone. That’s what’s so curious — physically, even if you go to the doctor — and I actually did, imagine — even if you go, they find nothing. You’re completely healthy. But something starts hurting badly — one thing, then another, then a third — as if you’re really about to die. Truly. And then after a few days, it goes away. Sometimes it lasts two days, sometimes a week. There were times when one side of my back hurt, then my side, then my arm, then my leg — and then it would go away on its own. What is that? So maybe, in certain moments when I’m decoding something or entering certain worlds, some part of the human body responds to it — not just externally, but internally too, the internal organs and outer parts of the body — something starts pressing everywhere. And I’ll say this — if Big Alexander hadn’t warned me that this was a mutation, I definitely would’ve rushed to the hospital and said I was dying, “Help me.” But in the end, I stopped reacting to all of it, as if it were normal. And then it all went away. So yes, it was an unusual kind of transformation. It probably started from the moment I physically decoded the matrix in the second volume of “Alternative History.” And in the third volume, it progressed even further. By the fourth volume, you could say it was basically gone. Maybe something still manifests