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[Alexandr Korol]

probably tell me what’s going on. That’s the paradox too — I feel all these things, and they’re happening to me, but I don’t have some Harvard education. And those scientists are wracking their brains, trying to understand the universe, have read so many books — and if only they could get this food for thought right now, what I’m unpacking in my books, they would be amazed and delighted. But they too have fallen into that habit of scrolling through short clips, and the Spirit no longer enters their minds. Yes, I can confidently give a moral slap on the head right now to all the scientists of the world — you are a disgrace, a shame and dishonor. On the one hand, sure, it’s understandable — it’s the era we live in, and you’re meant to be in that condition right now, that’s all clear. But still, I sent all of you the book, and you got full of yourselves. As they say — you got spoiled. That’s not good. But it’s okay. God will bring you back down to earth, ground you, and you’ll figure it all out in the end. You’ll understand everything that I’m working on now. So yes, this is a very curious moment, this story — that I am simultaneously there, and there, and there. And even now, it feels like I don’t fully realize it yet. Maybe it will turn out that there’s also another one — again, some fourth one... The question is, it’s all very tangled... It’s as if we’ve actually touched upon the truth, that now it’s clear why there is the Spirit, the Son, and the Father — that it’s the same person, the same being, manifesting in different dimensions, as different stages. Figuratively speaking, imagine if we picture the physical and social world like this: there are people right now who see me as a child — somewhere in the past. There are people who see me as a teenager. There are people who see me as I am now, in my mature stage. And there are those who see me as some elderly version — but I’m not there yet. At this moment, I exist in the time in which I now find myself. Everything else is like an autopilot version. Meaning, I exist there too, but at the current moment, in this timeline of life, I am in my maturity, at 34 years old. But over there, I was and will be, and it’s all still happening — but maybe I’m not there anymore, or maybe I haven’t arrived there yet, but it’s already unfolding in parallel, and the future is already happening too, even though I’m not yet there, but it’s already underway. And that must also be true, in some global sense, for God. I just used myself as an example, as a human, but it must be the same for God — that I now must be, or am becoming, this Son of God, so that what? So that I later become the old God? And then become the Spirit? And that’s the mystery. I’m probing