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[Alexandr Korol]

I sleep in a very strange way. Every day I have dreams where it feels like something is being done to me. It’s like I’m experiencing something, making decisions, being tested on something. It’s very interesting. And also, in this half-dream state, I decode the matrix every day. Really, I just keep turning this whole matrix over in my mind, and it feels like the system is showing me what I need to do. But right now I have no energy at all. Honestly, I need to rest — I’m very tired. And I have to rebuild the entire matrix again. Something about the tetrahedron — I need to check, maybe it has some kind of inner structure, if you draw lines inside it. Also, in the cube, I need to draw more lines, to see how many tetrahedrons are actually there: two, or maybe there could be more. Then I had a thought — maybe these tetrahedrons shouldn’t go inward like they do in the cube, but extend outward, so they emerge from the cube. The point is, the system was illuminating one level of the matrix for me, as I’ve said, then started giving it to me in parts, and now it just keeps showing me more and more of how to assemble it. So as I understand it, it’s super complex, there are still many stages ahead — but I’ll decode it. And maybe because of all this, I’ve been feeling very strange. Well, what do I mean by feeling strange? Physically, my health is absolutely perfect — so all that mutation that was happening back in the summer and fall, when I was writing the third volume, is now completely over, everything is super. Plus, I finally figured out my allergy, stopped eating everything I’m allergic to, and now I can more or less breathe normally — before, I was practically dying. So everything is great. But my attention — it’s unclear where it is. It’s not free in that way where I’m “nameless,” “mindless,” able to hear music in full dimension. It’s like I’m somewhere spaced out, I don’t know what’s going on with me. Everything seems fine. And I realized I just need to sleep. And this isn’t the first day I’ve been napping during the day. Something is really shaking me — but it’s in my head. It’s like there are some decisions being made in my mind, like I’m solving something, this matrix, and it’s causing some kind of overload. And because my head is so filled with the matrix and all of this, maybe I’m going through some kind of reboot. I’m just waiting for whatever’s happening with me right now to come to an end. Some kind of mutation is taking place. Well, at least not in the physical body.