connected with me. It may sound snobbish and stuck-up, but it is what it is. As if I will publish this book in ten years, something will happen in the world in ten years. World will collapse. And if I publish it next month then it will happen sooner. This is very interesting.
Also he said that if the Spirit entered me, it is very good, it’s Grace. That I need to figure out how I invoked it. And it has nothing to do with cycles. He said I can call on Him anytime I need. And that I must finish this book as soon as possible and publish it. Those who need to see it, they will see it. He said, “It will be noted by those who must notice you.”
Going back to the story when I was on the street recently and felt the presence of the Spirit in me. When I got to the cafe, there was no sense of time and space. That is, you don’t understand where you are, what time it is. Were you there for five hours or a minute? I couldn’t eat. Well, you eat, but not appetite, everything tastes like plastic. I was thinking how many times it happened, the same as now. And after that I forgot about this and went back to society and carried on living with my mind. And why now my mind and society moved to the background and the Spirit is in me? Why now?
There are many possible explanations and approaches to this question. But I am still figuring it out. When you take a picture or a video when the Spirit is in you, the picture and video will diffuse energy. If I will just take a picture of something in front of me. If I take a picture of the wall or a street, the picture will diffuse energy, emanation. And this is not just me that must be in a photo. It is a certain space around. And if I take a photo of the wall or a street, the picture will diffuse energy because it was taken in this space, in this rhythm.
I don’t have the structure of the particular order of what I am supposed to talk about in this book. I’m just telling you the first thing that comes to mind. Now I should tell you about the movies. During past years, some time ago, I used to say, when the Spirit was in me:
– Don’t laugh at me but I noticed that there are some movies and shows that are