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[Alexandr Korol]

What I noticed was that my cube — when I had built the dodecahedron, the icosahedron, the tetrahedrons — all growing from that one branch, and there it was, my cube. And then I saw that this cube of mine... there’s this effect, like in movies. Imagine if you take this cube and shift it slightly — it’s frozen, we’ve taken a photo of it, and then we move it a centimeter to the side, upward and sideways, just by a degree, and take another photo; then shift it again sideways and upward another degree and take another photo — and it’s like it’s unfolded and laid out in motion. And it’s the same for every geometric figure. You know, people — including myself — have tried to inscribe a cube within a cube, and inside it many more cubes are inscribed, all slightly offset, as if shifting to the side, down or up. And that’s exactly what it is — it’s all one and the same world. That’s the uniqueness of this matrix, this philosopher’s stone. That from every angle, every direction, every side of light, at every degree, there is exactly the same world. And there are tons of them, but they are all identical, as if everything is stretched out, expanded like this — but all of it could be collapsed into one. And in the end, it’s as if everything is laid out in all directions and angles like that. That’s what this matrix is.

Can you just take and say that something happened to me? No. That is, when I realized it, as I understand it, as I grasped it yesterday, February 2 — there was no bang, no snap, nothing entered into me, I didn’t suddenly start seeing things differently. Nothing like that happened. There are two options: either something is still missing, and that’s why nothing happened; or it already happened a week ago. Because I actually realized it a week ago, saw it — the system showed it all to me — and I started sketching everything in my head, and that’s why I’ve been lost in time and space this whole week, and to this day I’m still in that state. Maybe it’s already been happening all these days. So yesterday there was nothing “new” because yesterday I simply confirmed it physically, by building it from sticks. And maybe it actually happened back when I first saw how it should be, what was needed. It’s very beautiful, very complex, very unique. And I understand that every line, every stick, every geometric figure — how it’s formed, where it goes from and to, how it enters and transitions, and the distance — it’s all... it’s like my reflection.