There are people for whom it’s the opposite — the lower part activates easily, but they can’t activate the upper part. Right now, I’m activating the upper part with my attention — my focus is so strong that just by directing it there, something starts happening. It’s an unusual, very good state — like my whole body is wrapped in a warm, cotton-like blanket, it feels so pleasant. And it’s very warm, even hot — my chest feels like it has a mustard patch on it. Just so you understand, my apartment, my room right now is very cold, but I feel an insane heat radiating from me. Like it used to be — when I would enter a state like this, and everyone in the restaurant would suddenly feel hot and stuffy, and they’d start opening windows and going to splash water on their faces, because they thought they had a fever — but actually, it just felt that way. They were sensing me. That, probably, is the fire — the fifth element. So cool, so good. And the most interesting part is — I was like this ten years ago, more or less. And now I’m finally returning to it.
So, I just spoke with Big Alexander. He said:
— You’ve passed through Mara, and now she’s pushing you further forward. And the fact that your chest and hands are burning — that’s a good sign. The chest is infinite energy, and the palms — that’s the energy of money.
He said that now, if I talk to someone, it’s as if everyone’s work and finances will start moving forward. That I can now influence things just by thinking of someone — and things will start aligning for them, working out. And that right now, in the eighth volume, I need to document the awakening, that this is the final part of the path. And that after this, all the next books will come after I awaken — they’ll be a new teaching. Meaning, this has been the path, not a new teaching, but my way out — my path of exiting the old system. And after that, I’ll need to describe an entirely new system, a new world. And he said it’ll probably be more about family, human values, true values. And I’ll have to speak about all of that — probably just like it was with Buddha after his awakening. That’s when he began sharing teachings for a certain period of time. Then I asked Big Alexander: