1.2 My reflections
All these experiences I am describing are very real. They are not from books, movies, or articles on the Internet. By understanding the true nature of these events, we will understand how the world works. Experiencing these events has helped me to distinguish true from false. Let’s start by looking at Nadezhda- Hope. I believe she is an ordinary person born into a family just like the rest of us. Having experienced things that made her happy and others that made her sad. She has identity papers and a passport, just like the rest of us. It’s safe to say that she didn’t come from another planet. She is an ordinary woman. But at the same time, she is a special kind of human. She knows everything, she feels everything, and she appeared in my life to convey something special to me. I am almost one hundred percent sure that she is an ordinary human who has been possessed by something. Some kind of entity intent on expressing itself through her. And that even if we could expose this entity, Nadezhda would not recognise it. Even if we showed her the video I made at the cafe, she would not understand what had happened. I know of many cases like this. It is nothing out of the ordinary.
We can use this situation to understand how God “communicates.” And with further analyses, we will learn how to communicate with Him.
“Who are you? Why are you here? And how did you get here?” These questions simply cannot arise when the messenger comes to you. All your thoughts disappear. And only when the meeting is over, when you come to your senses, do you think, “Why didn’t I ask?”.
God moves in mysterious ways. This is shown very well in the movie “Angel A” when the “Angel” is perceived as a drinker and a smoker. She is also a sex worker, and she is still an Angel. An angel doesn’t have to wear white or behave in a “whiter than white’ manner. God can appear in the guise of a child or a homeless person. It’s all the same to Him.
I myself am someone born into particular circumstances. I was given a certain