I sit with this matrix. So he said, “Just rest.” I can’t really manage that, but I’m trying, though it’s not working. Right now, my crazy interest is only growing — to find more ancient calendars, print everything out, google even more everywhere, and once again draw analogies about where the number 12 appears in the world at large. And Big Alexander said, when he said:
— That’s it, rest now.
— Okay, okay. But what should I do next? I mean, if I want to search the matrix further, if some details are still missing, physically I won’t be able to do it on my matrix. What should I do?
— Just do it flat — simply draw it all out on a sheet of paper, flat, and that will be enough. You don’t need to make it in volume.
— Okay.
Naturally, after the conversation, instead of resting, I immediately printed out a whole bunch of cubes with different crosses so that they could be layered and seen through on sheets of paper, allowing me to do layouts — how many times to unfold the eight-pointed star, how many times to unfold this Merkabah plane, this six-pointed star, how many times to unfold the triangles. And I’m laying it all out flat. Then I ask the person helping me with design to show me all this in volume. That’s what I’m working on.