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[Alexandr Korol]

And returning to the theme of choice, it is as if, let us suppose, there are several bubbles, large, main, specifically large ones. Bubbles consist of bubbles. As if there are many of these bubbles, and there is one bubble — this is society. And if you are in it, then you are still together with people in general, that is, society has a common time, and all the people who live in it, you together with this time, so to speak, age, grow older. But if you are not in this world of people, that is, in society, in this bubble, but in another bubble, let us call it paradise, then you freeze, everything slows down very much, in the good sense of the word. Like in the movie “Interstellar.” That is, the world of the gods — there the time is different. And so it is as if now I will be choosing, will I go into this “corridor,” “out of mind,” as I used to call it clumsily, that is, will I remain in this world, “out of mind,” “in the corridor,” where everything freezes, or will I still return again to the world of people, to society, where time flows differently, of course. I do not know what choice I will make or how all this will happen, but as I understand it, there in the future it has already happened. I only need to simply observe.

Another thing that I recorded recently is that I had a dream from June 10 to June 11. I woke up and recorded it. It was around three o’clock at night, in the morning, that is, the 11th had already come. That I was either in some casino or at some slot machines, but at the same time there was a lottery being played, and I had some number of my own, and suddenly all the digits matched except for the last one, and if I had guessed all the digits, if my numbers had matched this lottery, I would have won 700 million dollars. But in the end the last digit was different, and I guessed all except the last, and I won only 2 million dollars. And God, a voice, told me in the dream that it had to be this way, so that I would not stand out, so that I would be unnoticed, that I must always be second and not first, that being first is bad. And I recall precisely that back in childhood I always said this, that you must not take the very best table in a restaurant or the very best seat, all the very best must not be taken. You must choose a little simpler, a little more modest. That is, even if they show me... And now while traveling I was in a market and collected precious gems and stones.