Yesterday I spoke with Big Alexander, telling him about my observations, what I notice, what the system highlights for me. And I told him about seeing wanderers on the street, that they see me, as if the same Spirit is in them. And I asked him a foolish, blunt question:
— So it turns out that almost all wanderers are in the heavenly kingdom, that is, in the world of heaven? Or what? Or how? Or why?
— They are as close to it as possible, that is why. As close to it as possible.
— And is that for the reason that they don’t have... that they are broken, that they don’t have egoism, no mind, and that they have, let’s say, given themselves over to the system, that is, to God, and it turns out that through them God can manifest more?
— Well, that is also one way of putting it.
That is also one way — he said that these wanderers are close to the world of heaven. And again, here there is another point to record: one can crudely assert that I am in the world of heaven, or one can be more cautious and say instead that I am still climbing the ladder into the world of heaven. Imagine, it is even highlighted to me everywhere so much that even on YouTube when I had it on, there was a song, and it was called “Stairway to Heaven.” That is how it is highlighted everywhere. Very curious. That is, maybe I am still climbing into this world of heaven, or I enter there and then leave, or I am simply describing in the book this path and, in general, how to remain in this world of heaven, how not to lose it, how not to fall from this ladder by which you reach heaven. That is what I am essentially recording now. Then Big Alexander was astonished at how unusual it is that I must always be in motion. He said, how unusual it is that in order for me to be in the world of heaven, I must, for some reason, always be moving or traveling somewhere, and not staying in one place. How can that be? He was amazed. And I said to him:
— Maybe God, that is, the system, is trying to show me that I must go somewhere, maybe I am supposed to find something after all. Maybe I am supposed to find some place, or see something, or meet someone. Maybe God is arranging it like that game, you know — hot-hot, cold, warmer-warmer, hotter, colder.