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[Alexandr Korol]

Further, I had even more interesting discoveries and observations. And here, imagine, I begin to think: well, suppose that heaven, earth, and the underworld are the same as time. That is, with time it still aligns. After all, remember, even in the first volume of “Alternative History,” at the very end I asserted that God and Spirit are something from the future. But later I began to add and say that perhaps for us it is from the future, but perhaps there they have a completely different time. And perhaps it is more correct to say simply — from another world, that is, from somewhere where there is no time at all, but for them all our time is open, perhaps from something otherworldly. And so suddenly I begin to reflect and see, drawing an analogy with my childhood, and suddenly I am shocked. I remember that when I was in the world of heaven, at my 18, 19, 20 years old — I cannot say the exact dates, because I was sometimes there, sometimes not — there were long periods when I was in the world of heaven. I spoke then about what would happen, when I was in the world of heaven, I always said that there would be people wanting and not wanting: what kind of food, what kind of clothing, countries, cities. I immediately knew what would succeed and what would not. In everything, I knew the whole future. And then, not immediately, but after years, it all began to happen, exactly as I had said. That which I said would be condemned — everyone began to condemn. That which I said would be promising — became promising. That which I said interest would vanish in — everyone’s interest vanished. How did I know this? And here I begin to realize that when I was in the world of heaven — and this is the very source, from where the light further unfolds — and then I thought, so maybe I launched all of this? That is, when I was in the world of heaven, everything that I, as it were, thought — or how to call it, there you do not even think, I do not know how to name it — desired or saw — it all happened exactly like that, as if I had launched it. And then I recall the words of the Mystic-Old-Man, when he said that I already somehow can influence the world or even everything and perform some unique miracles, but I simply do not know it. That I will later understand it, and that I do not even realize what I am doing. And here I am shocked, I begin to realize that it is quite possible that when I was in the world of heaven, and that is such a control panel,