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[Alexandr Korol]

That is something else we discussed yesterday about what is happening. Since childhood I have been writing about all of this in my first books, “Paradox”, which I am reading now. There I wrote that in the future people would write nasty things about me, turn others against me, consider me bad, simply because they would be shaken by the fact that I am light, that my light would so highlight all their darkness by contrast. It turns out that there is still a mass of people in the world, and now all are in the underworld, all will have to rise up against me. Yet there will also be super-happy victorious people, those who are in the world of heaven. Also curious.

Another of such small details that I have recorded lately, something that caught my attention — the scepter. Because I was always about the royal orb, always about this sphere with the cross, but what about the scepter? And then I had this insight that it is not for nothing that in many films there is always some kind of magic wand. And perhaps it is not for nothing that there have now been signs that I seem to be able to influence people, that perhaps the scepter means precisely this... That is, the orb, the royal orb, means that you are above the world, that the world is in your hands, that is, you have come to know the three worlds in which people live as hostages, and you have come out of them and therefore the world is in your hands, that is, you are already beyond the world of people. But at the same time you have the staff, you are the shepherd, the pastor! A shepherd to lead the people, to guide them and lead them — for that the scepter is needed. That is, I have only recently begun to fully understand and realize how I came to know this royal orb, and now I am already being led to what the scepter is. That I must govern precisely from the world of heaven? That is curious. Another thing that was highlighted, that caught my attention... Imagine, I put a ring on my index finger, I have a ring of Ouroboros, I made it specially large, simply without a stone, without anything, and I put it on the index finger of my right hand. Simply on autopilot, it just felt right. And then I begin to remember that when I was in the world of heaven, when I was only writing my first books, I had a silver ring on my index finger, I always wore it on the index finger. And here I began to reflect that indeed, every person chooses for himself an item, a form, a stone, a color, and on which finger it happens to be placed — that all of this is as if controlled by some higher power, as if all of it is accounted for.