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[Alexandr Korol]

you were, outside of time, for a minute, while here, in earthly time, a year may have passed, or half a year, or 100 years. And there, outside of time, is God. And he manifests himself physically in the created material world through this: future, past, present. That is — he is, this whole time, present right away, like cells laid out. That is why there are many versions of him — like people, all of these — both times, and countries, in different times. Everything — any product, item, person of different times — all of this is he, simply this kind of laid out. He is all gathered into one, into one point — that is where he is outside of time, beyond the limits of time. And I often end up somewhere there, and then return. And so what is the probability that… I don’t know how to explain it. Seriously, I don’t know how to explain it. Alright — let’s put it differently. I won’t go into all these prefaces — and all of this has to be in the book, in the eleventh volume — all of it as it is, there is nothing scary about it. After all, I am recording the path I am walking through.

Alright, I’ll put it differently. Right now I feel myself as if I am not in 2026, but as if I am somewhere there, in that 2023, let’s suppose. And as if that me in 2023, in the literal sense, is right now still living through this year there. And this is I that has skipped off into the future somewhere, or into something otherworldly altogether — and from here, as if, I am influencing the one who is now in 2023. You understand? Yes, it’s clear — if I look at the calendar right now… Pay attention to how, maybe, you are starting to feel — right now, through my information — that, as it were, you are starting to feel yourself strange from these words, because right now I am really touching on this unusual thing. That is — you understand — the feeling is, as it were, that right now I am not in the year 2026, on February 22 or 23 — it’s as if I am right now not in this time. It is there, of course, as the earthly linear one — but it’s as if I am not in this time, I am outside of time. And myself, where I am located in the world of people, I sense that I am still somewhere back there in 2023. And that Alex who, in 2023, feels something otherworldly and writes about this in the first novel — he is feeling the version of me that is here now in the eleventh volume. Right now. I don’t know how else to explain this. I don’t know what this is called. Just like that, somehow. It’s simply that I have it recorded in my notes that I need to make a mention of this in the book. How to explain it? Well — sometime a little later it will be explained.