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[Alexandr Korol]

of the mind — that is when the Last Judgment is happening — but when right now
I pass through all of them, when they all pass through me, when I draw certain
conclusions, I will then, from this world, sort of, depart into the next one — the
way I crossed over from the underground kingdom into the earth — and from the
earth I will cross over further. And that’s it. And those who are on the earth, who
are so crazy — they will remain there to go on being crazy. Just imagine — what
is this ladder, the one that is this transition upward. How does this even work?

I am in shock at how interesting and unusual this is — that before, such
boundaries weren’t visible, really. Before, those people who are now in the
underground kingdom — after all, before, I didn’t know what the underground
kingdom even was — these people I also considered material, the sinful ones with
instincts. I considered them material in exactly the same way as I considered
material the people from the world of the earth. I simply considered that those
are more well-mannered, and these are less well-mannered, sort of — that’s
how I perceived it. And right now I clearly see this whole, after all, difference.
That the underground kingdom is precisely the inverted underworld — there
they are all so grimy. And there is the material world, which is light, but light in
comparison with the underground world. But these too are not people of the soul,
and not of the Spirit, let’s put it this way, but, after all, of the mind — with their
mind either well-mannered or not well-mannered. And right now I have noticed
that the people who are of the mind have had this reaction intensified: that it is
important to them to satisfy their self-love, and that nothing should touch or
strike against their self-love. They want everything for themselves, everything
for themselves, everything their own way. That is — figuratively speaking —
the people of the mind, as an example, could have been building houses in a
construction company — and here they have woken up with their ego, to which
several zeros have been added, multiplied for them — and they think: “Why are
we building a house for him? We will build our own ourselves.” That is the kind
of thing that is happening right now with people. Or: “I’d rather get busy with my
own business, for myself — why work for someone, for somebody else, realize
someone else, rather than my own beloved self.” You understand? Well — and
since these are people who are egoists with the mind, they, of course, perceive all
of you, and the people of the heart, of the soul, and of the Spirit, and even God,of the mind — that is when the Last Judgment is happening — but when right now
I pass through all of them, when they all pass through me, when I draw certain
conclusions, I will then, from this world, sort of, depart into the next one — the
way I crossed over from the underground kingdom into the earth — and from the
earth I will cross over further. And that’s it. And those who are on the earth, who
are so crazy — they will remain there to go on being crazy. Just imagine — what
is this ladder, the one that is this transition upward. How does this even work?
I am in shock at how interesting and unusual this is — that before, such
boundaries weren’t visible, really. Before, those people who are now in the
underground kingdom — after all, before, I didn’t know what the underground
kingdom even was — these people I also considered material, the sinful ones with
instincts. I considered them material in exactly the same way as I considered
material the people from the world of the earth. I simply considered that those
are more well-mannered, and these are less well-mannered, sort of — that’s
how I perceived it. And right now I clearly see this whole, after all, difference.
That the underground kingdom is precisely the inverted underworld — there
they are all so grimy. And there is the material world, which is light, but light in
comparison with the underground world. But these too are not people of the soul,
and not of the Spirit, let’s put it this way, but, after all, of the mind — with their
mind either well-mannered or not well-mannered. And right now I have noticed
that the people who are of the mind have had this reaction intensified: that it is
important to them to satisfy their self-love, and that nothing should touch or
strike against their self-love. They want everything for themselves, everything
for themselves, everything their own way. That is — figuratively speaking —
the people of the mind, as an example, could have been building houses in a
construction company — and here they have woken up with their ego, to which
several zeros have been added, multiplied for them — and they think: “Why are
we building a house for him? We will build our own ourselves.” That is the kind
of thing that is happening right now with people. Or: “I’d rather get busy with my
own business, for myself — why work for someone, for somebody else, realize
someone else, rather than my own beloved self.” You understand? Well — and
since these are people who are egoists with the mind, they, of course, perceive all
of you, and the people of the heart, of the soul, and of the Spirit, and even God,