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[Alexandr Korol]

to the voice, and it said that right now I’m freeing myself of these 15%, in order to
let in the Will of God even more. That is, this human element that still remains in
me, I am purifying myself of it now. Both physically and psychologically, that is,
completely across all the layers. And I simply listen to the voice, and whatever it
says to do — I do it. That is, if the voice tells me now: go and sleep, — I’ll go and
sleep. If it says: watch films, — I’ll watch films. If it says: decipher the matrix, —
I’ll decipher the matrix. If it says: don’t eat, — I’ll not eat. Just now over these last
twenty-four hours the voice told me not to order any food, not to buy any food.
And that for now I should eat what there is at home, and that I should eat less.
That’s what it told me. It also kept me under control, forbade me to drink tea. This
concerns me personally. No one should take this to their own account, I’m simply
telling about myself personally, this concerns me personally. It also said that I
shouldn’t drink the Chinese tea that I love to drink, that I should drink water,
that I should cleanse myself, drink some water. It also kept making me not watch
films lying down, but for some reason watch films sitting at the desk. I watched
the film sitting at the desk. I haven’t discussed anything with Big Alexander yet.
I’ll be calling him. Maybe he’ll tell me something that he personally knows, or
maybe the Spirit will say something to me through him. That maybe I somehow
translated something there into human language incorrectly.

How interesting, I was just dictating an audio note to myself as a continuation
of the eleventh volume. And I began telling about how I was talking with Big
Alexander yesterday. I was discussing with him this film made from the work by
Philip K. Dick — “Radio Free Albemuth” of 2010. And I keep telling and telling,
and at a certain moment I feel that this probably isn’t needed anymore. And at
that moment there’s a knock at my door, some kind of technical service is there.
But I gave such a start, because it was to the very second, just as I was deciding
whether this subject needed to be touched upon or not. And I reckoned that it
didn’t. Naturally, I discarded the audio recording, decided to tell it all over again,
but now without anything superfluous.

It is now June 19th, 2026. Yesterday I was talking with Big Alexander. We began
discussing the film made from the work by Philip K. Dick. Big Alexander said
that this is a film about us. But then he says: